A whole bunch of nothing.

So today. I have sat around trying to think of something to write about.
I did have a whole other post...I saved it. But I don't think I'm going to post it. I'm just not ready for that.


I guess I'm just have a "blah" sort of day. It hasn't been a bad day. Not even close. I got my Christmas gifts in from my Dad. One of the things I'm REALLY excited about is the taste of home baking book. I LOVE baking. One of the things I really look forward too is coming home and actually having people to bake/cook for.
I mean I can cook for Isaac and myself...but he's never here.

If you read his blog than you know he's about to go TDY to Korea. He's barely been home (a little over a month) and now he has to leave...again.

I gotta say...whenever I tell people this. I HATE when they replying with "I don't know how you do it! Your so strong!"
I hate those phrases so much. That's why honestly I avoid even talking about him being gone most of the time. I mean seriously when my husband is deployed or TDY the last thing I want to hear is how you couldn't handle the thoughts of your husband being away and not coming home to you every single night...or just going days without hearing a word from them.


I don't want to hear those things.

I guess I'm just bitter today. I would LOVE to have the life where my biggest complaint is having my cellphone drop a phone call from my husband while he's driving home from work.

Yeah yeah...the grass is always greener and others have it worse. I know. But that doesn't make me feel any better at the moment and I would just rather sit here and try to think about anything other than him leaving me again.